If I could tag each of you in this post that left kind words
or liked my “I’m sorry” post last night….I would. I have always prided myself
on being an organized, elegant, have-it-all-together Mom. Last night was rough
for me. There I was….makeup half smeared off revealing my ruddy complexion and
dark circles, dangling a 25 pound wiggly Baby Boy on my left hip, diaper bag
unzipped dangling off my right arm, popping Fruit Loops in Baby Boy’s mouth to
keep him happy and then there was the frantic speed walk through the school
trying to locate Boy 1’s coat while I flopped one heel in front of the other on
the verge of tears. So as the never-ending day came to a close I posted my
thoughts, turned the phone off and went to sleep dreaming so deeply I almost
felt guilty for smoking a cig in my dream. As I checked my page this morning I
was overwhelmed by the support and stories of Moms just like me. So I thank you
for confirming what I knew deep down that I am not the only Mom who goes
through days like that. Still guilt hung over from last night I took the boys
to the gas station for Donut Friday and purchased, for the first time in a long
time, one for myself. I hold my donut up and salute all of you on this THANK
GOODNESS IT’S FRIDAY! <3
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